Could I Love You More?

He’s spent the last two months working his (rather nice, if I do say so myself) tush off renovating the RV during any spare moment he can afford. He wakes up on his days off and feeds the chickens for me. He cooks me dinner when I have cramps. And he pulls the truck around so I don’t have to walk in the cold.

He’s silly and handsome. He has the best smile in the world. And when I twist up my face while I trim his (massive) beard, he tells me how beautiful I am.

He’s playful and open-hearted and engages with Zeb on Zeb’s level. He makes us laugh until we roll off the bed. And he holds us if we have a scary dream.

He’s usually tired and left with little time or energy to follow his own passions.

But as his current job winds down, and his layoff becomes imminent, and the RV gets a step closer to complete, we’ve seen a fire in him. He’s overwhelmed with the infinite possibilities that lie ahead. He’s anxious to find what it is that is calling him. And every second is filled with one more plan, or idea, or dream.

He’s waking up. He’s consumed. He’s infectious.

And I’m thankful for every minute with this passionate man.

could i love you more?

Dinner with Strangers

Justin, Zeb and I volunteered our afternoon and evening serving a Thanksgiving dinner to the homeless.

It was so inspiring to see Zeb work so diligently. He has volunteered for years with his Gramma A. for Ronald McDonald but never has the opportunity to see who he is helping. Tonight however, he really shined. He worked as a runner and we hardly saw him all night as he brought out more food, cleared away empty plates, refilled drinks and helped anyone or anywhere he could. Even after most people pooped out, or when the rest of the volunteers were eating, he was still working hard (he didn’t allow himself to eat until he was so hungry he was shaking).

Serving the homeless

I was so happy that the kids who volunteered were welcomed, trusted with real tasks and treated so normally. It was evident in all of their eyes how purposeful they felt. And really what better way to feel as though we have a purpose than to serve others in need; to extend ourselves beyond our comfort zones; to remember how blessed we are and share those blessings with others?

It’s makes me sad that we don’t do these things as often as we’d like. There is no good excuse, either. We just allow too much time to pass without making an effort to prioritize. But I’m so thankful for my mom’s church and my parents for giving us this opportunity tonight.

I Am So Blessed

All That Was Left

All-natural turkey, locally grown baked apples, homebrewed pumpkin ale, cloth napkins…just part of what we managed for a Sustainable Thanksgiving. Next year I hope to have homegrown potatoes for our traditional lefse along with homegrown beans and sweet potatoes and pumpkin and whatever else I can come up with! Perhaps next year I’ll have the bash at my house; not that the lighting is any better for photography over here.

“The girls” spent Wednesday cooking what we could in advance, chatting and joking and singing carols with the radio. The Big Day was spent at my mom’s, cooking, eating and playing games. Lots of games. Lots of hilarious, laugh-until-you-can’t-breath, “Just one more game” games. We nearly fell over Justin’s impersonation of “buck naked” and practically cried when my aunt’s exuberant portrayal of “hit the sack” almost cost someone a bloody nose. Good times. Times you just can’t forget. Times for which to be thankful.

There are two things that mark the day for me. The first is my grandma, known as GG. Hearing the words “I’m thankful for you” come from her lips, laying my head on her shoulder and listening to her voice, just like I did when I was Zeb’s age, her soft hand on my cheek. In her presence I could live content forever.

And second is my sweet hubby’s love. His using me as the example to define “angel” in the game. His arms enveloping me, protecting me against the chill from the rain. His understanding of my mixed emotions. The look of affection in his eyes, the small smile and strong hand reaching for mine across the table. It’s the look that says “I am so blessed”.

And so am I, baby. So am I.

I hope you all created beautiful memories and full bellies. I hope you counted your blessings and enjoyed your surroundings. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

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